Taking the Next Step....

The Covid-19 lock down has been kind to me, I am very blessed. It gave me the opportunity to have a very needed and long overdue 'proper' rest, a chance for true and honest reflection. The last 15 years have been hard, so so hard. Fraught with illness and heartache, fear and loneliness. There have been times that I haven't known how I will continue. In all honesty, without my children and my unwavering infinite love for them, I'm not sure I would have....... But, I did, and those darkest days are behind me. Life is tough, thankfully so am I!

I've realised amidst this time of deep contemplation that I need to be looking at taking the next step on my healing journey, possibly the most challenging of the process so far. I know it's going to be difficult and I know I may have times of feeling completely lost along the way. What I have learnt in the last 15 years is that no matter how lost I am or how difficult things become, I always always find my way back home....